pre exam grumpiness

that's me. I've isolated myself. Having a hard time hearing people reviewing their recipes, getting together to practice cakes and macaroons...I just want to be alone. I'm afraid if I think about it too much I'll blow a fuse. Blew a fuse today anyway. In my beautifully clean chef coat in our demo today I was inadvertently written on, my cut from yesterday bled a little on the shoulder and the topper was being hit by a champagne cork that hit my spoon getting some kind of Corsican pork and chestnut sauce all over...it was actually pretty funny, but I was in no mood for it. went home to avoid an ugly show of emotion at school. back to my favorite laundromat. I don't know about you, but I'm getting tired of myself. can I blame it on the full moon coming or the barometric changes (rain and thunder today) or lack of sleep? actually, it's my saint's day tomorrow, so I'm hoping that will give me some luck and serenity to do well in the final cuisine practical. Ciao for now.